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The Man Through the Floor
By Connor
From dawn to dusk, day after
day, the man through the floor is building something.
The pounding of industrial machinery rattles the floorboards beneath
the threadbare carpet, and the cockroaches scuttling across the floor
bounce and vibrate like organic pinballs. Tiny insect larvae and fungi
and bacteria and mould grow in the carpet and when you get really close,
so close you can see the boards beneath the rotting pile, there seems
to be a total apocalypse, on a minor scale…the tiny microcosm
of life under my feet being gradually shaken out of existence, rattled
to bits, suffering a slow and jarring disintegration.
My ear to the floor of my tiny apartment hears the shrieking and twisting
of metal, the hissing and sparking of forges and blowtorches. When I
walk past his door the acrid reek of coal and sulfur burns my nostrils.
He lives next to Mustafa. Knowing Mustafa they’re probably in
cahoots, up to their eyeballs in something unspeakably foul and sinister.
The noise started just after he moved in, not that I saw him do that;
nobody has ever seen him, not even the superintendent of our building,
and I know because I’ve asked.
The superintendent is a short, lumpy creature with one eye. (His other
one is a distant memory behind a thick layer of twisted skin and scar
tissue; rusted half-inch surgical staples hold the skin together, stretched
tight as a drum across the gaping hole beneath.) If he owns a t-shirt,
he obviously does not consider it a necessity. He is always bare-chested,
yellow skin warped around countless rolls of putrid fat, liver spots
and cigarette burns forming a fetid dot-to-dot across his body. His
lips are fat and grey. He never leaves his squalid office, but sits
in an ancient wheelchair and watches game shows.
Several days after the raucous noise of the construction started in
the apartment below mine, I went to ask him about it. I took the stairs,
because the last poor fool who took the elevator wound up dead, a dripping
pancake of liquid flesh on the bottom of the elevator shaft. (The super
says he’ll fix it…one day.) I walked to a jagged hole cut
in the wall amidst ancient stains; dirt, grease, miscellaneous filth.
Through this hole floated the sound of frantic human yelling, the screaming
of the dumb and doomed, from a television locked into a game show channel
at volume eleven. He sat there in his office, his eye glued to the flickering
screen. The hole was the service window of his office. I knocked on
the wall; plaster dust fell in kaleidoscopic eddies from the ceiling.
He grunted unintelligibly, his gaze never leaving the television, which
was older than him. I cleared my throat.
”There’s a heinous noise coming from 4B.”
His enthusiasm was underwhelming to say the least. His eye remained
fixed on the TV.
”The bastard’s building something, and it sounds like there’s
an entire construction team in there.”
The eye, its yellowed sclera shot through with a million inflamed blood
vessels, rolled slowly toward me, then back toward the screen.
I banged on the wall, hard enough to knock dust all over myself, like
industrial-strength dandruff.
”Pay attention, you fiend! You’d better tell me what he’s
up to in there. Don’t you give a damn? The structural integrity
of this fine building could be at stake!”
Finally his head twisted in my direction. His speech came as a flat
electronic tone through the little circular amplifier jammed into a
messy hole in his throat; his lips never moved.
”I thought I evicted you, asshole.”
I pulled my dressing-gown more tightly around my pale and lumpen body.
Some primitive inner combat instinct, a leftover from the caveman days
perhaps, told me that this verbal exchange had just taken a turn for
the worse as far as my case was concerned. After some rapid-fire mental
calculations, a small voice in my head reminded me timidly that I hadn’t
paid my rent in almost…sweet Jesus, it was getting close to a
decade. I have a pile of ancient eviction notices piling up on the floor
in my laundry. When I get enough I’m planning to build a little
fort out of them.
I felt it was time for a different strategy. “When did he move
in?” The apartment had been vacant and in a state of spectacular
disrepair last time I had checked. I like to keep an eye on things.
Last time I let my guard down, Mustafa almost broke into my apartment
and made off with my whitegoods. Not that he came right out and declared
his intention to do so. It was the malevolent look in his bovine brown
eyes. I can read him like a book.
”Last week.” The head had again twisted toward the television
set. At least I was getting speech out of the bloated sack of tar and
rotting flesh.
”Who is he?”
”Fucked if I know.”
”You’ve never seen him?”
”He leaves cash on my desk to pay the bills. He moved in in the
middle of the night. He ain’t been or gone that I’ve seen
since he got ‘ere.”
A secret identity. Like Batman. My new nemesis would be an interesting
quarry.
I expected the infernal racket to cease after a few days, but it is
not so. The sound starts every morning and cuts off abruptly every night
like clockwork. I begin to wonder if anyone else can even hear it; nobody
seems to have any complaints.
I find my thoughts turning again and again to the enigma through the
floor. It would certainly seem that he is making all that racket by
himself; you can’t really smuggle twenty construction workers
into and out of the building every morning and night. The more I devote
my mind to answering questions, the more answerless questions seem to
accumulate. I forgot to shave this morning, Rubbing the wiry stubble
on my cheek I stare absently out the window into the dreary light of
day, sipping my strong black coffee. My restless mind finds it impossible
to focus on the inane circus of daytime TV. I switch off the set and
frown.
Wandering the corridors aimlessly, my imagination roams further, trying
to piece together a jigsaw puzzle with all but two or three of the pieces
missing. The pounding and grinding of the construction follows my listless
gait down the long grimy hallways, numbers of peeling paint on an endless
parade of identical plywood doors. Sometimes louder, sometimes softer,
ever-present, all-pervasive.
The ubiquitous rats seem bothered by the sound now I look closely –
gazing over my cup of coffee with my roaring thoughts traveling round
and round, they periodically stop and shake their heads in frantic spasms
as they skitter back and forth around my slippered feet as we roam the
corridors together. I come to my senses and tell myself to stop imagining
things. Now the rat’s activity seems normal. They ignore my shuffling
feet as they go their way and I go mine.
I walk the building in absent circles until I’m lost and my coffee
is gone. Trudging on, every corridor is the same, every dead and dingy
and flickering light bulb, every grimy wall, every door emanating the
same canned laughter and rattling of TV gunfire. I have no answers,
only an ever-multiplying array of questions.
I walk until I find myself again, and refill my coffee. Through the
floor, the noise grinds on. The pounding feels like it’s drawing
my teeth from my gums like some terrible inexorable gravity; the finest
cracks and flaws crawling in spidery fingers across my eardrums as it
smashes them toward a final explosion into silence.
Something, I think, must surely be done.
I steal down in the dead of the
night and scramble clumsily through the wall-hole and into the super’s
office. The decaying meat-wad is asleep in front of the television,
snoring like an ill-tempered chainsaw. Opening the battered filing cabinet
stealthily, I paw through the folders carefully, my little pocket torch
clamped between my teeth. I have photocopies of all the tenant’s
files in my apartment, along with dossiers on each one, compilations
of every piece of information I could dig up. Criminal records, medical
histories, fetishes, vices, habits, quirks. So it was easy to spot the
only new one – a Rupert C. Bostaph. I sneered – not an easy
thing to do with a torch in your mouth. That was a pseudonym if ever
I heard one.
I painstakingly assemble a dossier on Rupert C. Bostaph. My computer
tells me that a Rupert Bostaph used to have a real estate firm in Portugal.
That suggests money, education; either that or it was a front for some
despicable organized criminal activity. Either way, what is he doing
in a slum in the toxic-waste region of the city? Could it be a different
Rupert Bostaph? The website of the defunct firm lists his wife as his
business partner. Her maiden name was Nash. Another search yields a
divorce certificate for a Rupert Charles Bostaph and a Heather Nash.
It seems that after the divorce his ex-wife moved to a different country,
I couldn’t find where. And Bostaph emigrated here. I have found
him. This is my man. Rupert Charles Bostaph.
I spend numerous hours a day looking through the knothole in the floor
just inside the door of my apartment, peering into the hallway below,
clutching a cup of coffee. I see Mustafa come and go from work. Other
tenants shuffle back and forth. His door never opens. I sip my coffee.
It is cold and sour…didn’t I just make this cup? He does
not have any friends. Nobody comes to see him. Rubbing my jaw, I discover
that I have forgotten to shave again. Years ago I discovered the ancient
switchboard in the basement and realized that I could listen in on the
tenant’s conversations, with nothing more sophisticated than a
pair of pliers, a length of copper wire and a set of headphones. I spent
countless hours in the darkened basement, sweating with anticipation
in the dark, finding out the most intimate details of the lives of the
people in my building. My pen scratched furiously away in the flickering
candlelight, feverishly writing down names and numbers and addresses
and conversations and facts…
And now I check the wire for 4B, and find that his telephone is not
connected. He has no contact with the outside world. He never receives
any mail. He never leaves the apartment.
My days and nights grow longer and longer. I spend so many hours eagerly
watching through the knothole, waiting for him to reveal himself. What
is he doing? Why is he such an enigma? What is he building inside his
apartment? This question dogs me the most, keeps me lying awake in my
squalid bed until the first grey light of dawn creeps through the cracked
and filthy windowpane. What is he building?
Time loses cohesion and drifts by in a swirling cloud. My fatigue is
sending the crawling patter of insect legs all over my body, giving
me an occasional random muscle spasm. One eye droops most of the way
closed. My long vigils at the knothole give my imagination plenty of
room to spread its insidious wings, exploring the infinite possibilities
of the situation. The scant facts are cross-indexed with my increasingly
wild hypotheses in every conceivable combination, turning him into everything
from CIA agent to Elvis Presley to green-skinned space alien and everything
in between. My intricate web of surveillance on all the other tenants
slowly breaks down until there is only Rupert Charles Bostaph in my
mind’s malevolent eye.
My feeble muscles begin to cramp up from lying on the floor; in time
I develop a pained limp and drag my left foot like a wounded animal.
My sentry post at the knothole becomes a 24-hour pursuit. Shadows flicker
and change in the corner of my vision and my head snaps around to confront
the beasts lurking there, to see nothing. My eyes play magic tricks
with the light and invent shadow creatures to keep me company. Some
days I can hear a dull buzz between my ears, like a blowfly plugged
into a bass amplifier – a droning hum, a sludgy roar almost out
of earshot. Like an old man settling into an armchair, a soft headache
of slowly grinding pressure settles inside my skull.
I haven’t slept in days.
Perhaps it has been weeks. Exhaustion twists and blurs the fabric of
time. I snap awake, my head on the floorboards, and I’ve been
lying with my eye to the knothole again, for an hour, a day. I wake
without knowing I was asleep. The noise through the floor follows me
from my endless days into my dreams; dreams of faceless men behind wooden
doors, the blazing maw of infernal forges, the pounding of steel and
the creaking of heavy wheels, grinding slowly around, driving ancient
steam engines toward one final terrible purpose…
I wake up again. How long have I been asleep? The pale sunlight makes
my eyes ache deep in their sockets; my hair is a rat’s nest, my
bones ache to the marrow. Lurching to my feet, the blood rushes to my
head and I sway woozily, steadying myself against a doorframe. It must
be about noon. I stumble to my door, wrench it open, run into the hall
and go crashing haphazardly down the stairs, my slippers flapping madly.
I skid to a grinding halt in front of his door, gasping for breath,
battling sleep’s lingering inertia. I raise my fist and bring
it down three times. Three hollow booms reverberate down the dingy hallway.
And there is silence.
Like clockwork, the noise abruptly cuts off. The building stops. On
the other side of the worn plywood door, all is deathly still.
I stand dumbfounded; my sleep-fogged brain struggling to process what
has just happened, what to do next. Coming to a decision, I shout and
my voice is hoarse and strained.
“KEEP THAT RACKET DOWN, YOU FILTHY BASTARD! Some of us…are
trying…to SLEEP!”
No sound, no movement, no response, no satisfaction.
My brain stalls again, ticking over desperately.
Finally my temper boils over; I’m consumed by weariness and frustration.
My fists hammer furiously at the door, shaking it in the frame, splintering
little cracks into the surface.
“ANSWER ME! OPEN THIS DOOR! WHAT THE HELL IS GOING ON IN THERE?
ANSWER ME, DAMN YOU!!!”
For what seems an eternity I batter mercilessly, screaming obscenities
like some spastic meth-addicted derelict, my dressing gown flying wildly
around my body like a matador’s cloth.
Finally my feeble energies are expended and I pitch, gasping, into the
wall. I slide down and sit on the floor with an abrupt bump, panting
hard.
Mustafa stands there, staring wide-eyed, clutching a brown paper bag
crammed with groceries. He is trembling slightly, and he has that stupid
fucking hat on.
Leaping to my feet, my dressing gown flies around me in a furry whirlwind.
With a single sweeping blow I knock the bag of groceries to the floor.
Eggs splatter on the floorboards, cans and oranges roll away. I stomp
up to him, backing him up until he stands petrified with his back against
the wall.
I am breathing hard, angry, like a bull. I can’t think of anything
to say next, so I spin on my heel and march back upstairs, leaving him
a quivering wreck with his groceries all over the floor, sinking to
the ground and shivering dismally under the dirty light of one flickering
light bulb.
Less than ten minutes later the
noise starts again. I am already asleep and dreaming, and as always
it follows me into the ether.
I wake up. It is the middle of
the day, I am on my couch, and something is terribly wrong. I feel that
months must have passed, but I lost track of time so long ago I cannot
be sure. I feel like some integral part of me is missing and I look
frantically over myself, feeling that a limb or an organ must surely
have been pilfered (by that rat-bastard Mustafa more than likely) but
I am physically whole, even though my body shakes and is battered by
waves of gooseflesh and chilling cold.
I feel like I have lost something, like I’ve had some terrible
psychic lobotomy, and some glaring inconsistency of reality stares me
in the face as I gaze around the room, searching desperately for the
source of my discomfort.
And finally it hits me, like the kick from a shotgun, like the expanding
shockwave of a sonic boom, like a no-nonsense uppercut to the crotch.
It is the middle of the day.
And I cannot hear the sound through the floor.
I stand up, cautiously, the deafening silence filling my every movement
with a heavy trepidation. Everything is deathly silent but the dull
roar of driving rain hammering against the windows of the building.
As usual the insidious droplets of water spread through the decaying
bricks and masonry, softly filling the darkened crevices between walls
and floors, running out and around the warped sheets of plaster to finally
fall with a demure plunk into one of the many buckets I have stationed
around the apartment. The echoing choir of tiny splashes resounds through
my home as I edge toward my front door.
Out in the hallway I begin to shuffle laboriously toward the stairs.
The same droplets fall from the ceiling, slowly saturating the carpet,
landing in my thinning hair and running down my neck. Walking past the
doors of other tenants, I hear them shuffling about in their own squalid
abodes, guffawing at their televisions, cursing their pets. I start
limping down the stairs.
When he sees me coming, Mustafa quickens his pace, eyes downcast, and
shuffles quickly to his apartment. He slams the door behind him. I come
to a stop at the door of 4B, gazing warily about. Now that things have
come to this I am unsure of how to proceed. It seems that whatever he
was building, it has finally reached completion. That may make him dangerous…even
more dangerous than before.
I slowly twist my head and put my ear to the door. I can hear nothing
from within but the same cacophony of dripping that is now ringing throughout
the rest of the building. The only light in the hallway comes from a
distant window at the other end of the corridor, thin and grey and watery.
It casts everything into stark relief, grey light and deep shadow. It
thickens the silence from beyond the door.
I raise my fist, slowly, and bring it down – one, two, three times.
And from the other side comes nothing.
Suddenly a feeling of eerie calm descends over me, drowning out the
feeble confusion infused in my exhausted mind. I am no longer in control;
I feel my body seemingly move of its own volition, manipulated by some
guiding force. I turn and stalk three doors down to a small cabinet
hanging crookedly against the wall. Gazing down, I see my fist wrap
itself in the folds of my dressing gown. With a detached sort of fascination
I see it piston forward, shattering the glass front of the cabinet.
I feel a blazing spike of pain travel up my forearm, then a hot searing
sensation as glass fragments bisect my robe and slice open my fingers.
I watch warm blood drip to the floor, create a spreading stain like
crimson ink on the dressing gown, and all of this is so far away, I
might be watching it on television.
From somewhere an apocalyptic alarm begins ringing, an ear-splitting
bell which screams with urgency but cannot reach the calm place that
I have gone. On the ceiling, ancient nozzles begin to spray water in
a driving torrent, soaking the corridor. The alarm bell shrieks. Distantly
I hear tenants crying out in confusion and fear as I reach through the
tinkling fragments of glass and grab the heavy red fire axe from its
mountings, my lacerated hand dripping.
My ears begin to ache dully from the roar of the bell. I am soaked to
the bone. Water drips through the matted clumps of hair on my head,
drips off my eyebrows, runs into my sodden clothes. My bare feet make
squishing noises, create tiny bubbles in the saturated carpet as I walk
back to the door of 4B, unable to concentrate on my bleeding hand, the
screaming alarm, the water spraying down hard enough to raise bruises
on bare skin. Doors all along the hallway open. Tenants begin running
frantically from their homes, clutching pets, television sets, precious
trinkets, suitcases, photo albums. They see me walking along as if hypnotized,
bleeding profusely and clutching an axe across my chest, and run screaming
in the other direction. Like looking at the sidewalk from a skyscraper,
they are no more than ants to me, remote, mute, inconsequential.
I stagger to the door of 4B and turn to face it as Mustafa runs past
me in a blind panic. I raise the axe above my head with both my feeble
arms, and even now, on the verge of this act of violence, I cannot seem
to put myself back in touch with what I am seeing; the axe in my hands,
the alarm that pounds seemingly between the ears, the torrential spray
from above. Water is up to my bare ankles. And I swing the axe mindlessly,
not feeling my atrophied muscles singing and screaming as they heft
the heavy axe again and again, not feeling my lungs burn from within
as my body struggles for oxygen. My vision blurs as my eyes fill with
water. I arm it away, leaving a bloody swathe dripping across my face,
and swing the axe. Splinters fly from the plywood door. The head of
the axe punches deeply into the door, buckling it inward. I swing the
axe until there is a resounding crack and a large portion of wood simply
collapses inward, the top half of the door falling, unsupported, of
its own weight, hitting my head and knocking the axe to the floor. I
go sprawling into the shin-high water, gasping. The exodus of the other
tenants seems complete. It is only me, the screeching alarm and the
water. My hand releases a swirling ribbon of blood into the stream.
Ignoring it, I climb to my feet, my sodden clothes weighing tons, hanging
thickly from my body.
I kick in the remaining half of 4B’s door and water flows greedily
in to the apartment. The axe lies forgotten under the rising water in
the hallway. Stumbling inside, I see the layout is identical to mine.
I walk in to the next room, a lunging tide of water preceding my sloshing
feet, and find nothing. The scarred walls speak of heavy activity and
the floor is littered with scrap metal, discarded tools, pieces of wiring,
unrecognizable fragments left over from some great construction. The
other rooms are empty. I stagger and spin in disbelief, looking for
some sign of habitation, some clue as to what could have transpired
here, where he could have gone. There is nothing. He has escaped with
his infernal machine. I stagger sideways as a wave of dizziness hits
me suddenly. My bleeding hand gushes mindlessly into the water. I try
to walk from the apartment, to get away, but the blood loss nibbles
away at my consciousness, and my weak legs give way and I fall to my
knees, gasping desperately. The water is as high in here as it is out
in the hallway, now. How could this have happened? How could he have
slipped through my fingers without a trace? Who was he? What was he
building? An infinite number of questions chase me, spinning like water
going down a plughole, follow me as I fall heavily into the water and
spiral off into oblivion: silent, obsidian, all-encompassing.
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